Persanare
sort: chronological
theoretically a cultivator of great power, tho his means of ascension are unknown, eventually died in aetherion space. But he was considered one of the fathers of androids.
killed Lián Huā Sect about 500 years ago, disappeared 200 years ago
shadow ceo of Lemdako Corporation
Prev: Session 14
Next: Session 16
- News
- Same as last time
- Suimin building
- ithax’s
- S: ithax i might have to kill konbini chan
- I: u might. U shouldnt yet. Ur handbook does say u have to investigate. Do it more thoroughly bc she could provide a useful ally. Or source of intel
- S: thats my thought. Given how shes helped us. I dont want to kill her. I need to talk to her
- I: sure, go ahead
- P: i wouldnt recommend rn tho
- S: i think i need to
- I: i think theres some personal feelings to sort out
- S: i think i need to
- Sacrament leaves
- I: patch can u take these samples, find more detail abt who they mightve come from. Ik theres not much left but
- P: it should be enough
- Ithax and morain decide to sneak into konbini’s apartment through the vents
- They debate dropping from the network so she doesn’t know exactly where they are
- I: you can not come if you don’t want to
- M: there are other people in the apartment
- I: i mean i could distract them but maybe i should be the one to investigate. I could also walk through the front door and convince her mom to let me in
- M: yeah man ur the investigator idk what im doing. What do you think would go well?
- They decide to wait until everyone is gone/distracted
- M: i’d love to join
- I: (pointed question) what strong personal feelings do you have about the cults or gangs of senaria?
- M: i mean i don’t really have a personal connection. Not huge on the hellknights but yk, who is? It’s a bit of a loaded question isn’t it? Given the whole situation
- I: yeah just wanted to make sure there wasn’t anything obvious. Like in The Atlas Cult for 10 years
- M: dude i think im younger than u
- I: oh yeah probably, im 30
- M: holy shit yeah man
- Sacrament’s room
- S: konbini can i talk
- K: HHHHHUAHG
- S: privately?
- K: of course sacrament-sama. Anything for u. Where are we talking
- S: my apartment?
- S: sorry theres not much room here
- K: thats ok
- S: well first i wanted to say im sorry for barging in like that, that wasnt very professional of me, i do hope you’ll forgive me for that transgression
- K: things are kinda rough with mom, id like to not do that in the future
- S: i wouldnt know. I did wanna ask a couple things. Do you… trust me? Or any of us? At all?
- K: i trust you! You took a bullet for me the first day we met! It was very heroic
- S: thats my job
- K: not to me not if its you
- S: i dont think u trust me the same way i trust u
- K: u trust me?
- S: of course i do ur my friend
- K: why?
- S: i care abt u
- K: u do?
- S: why wouldnt i?
- K: i havent had a lot of friends
- S: thats surprising. Me neither but ur very nice and everythin
- K: uh huh
- S: i just. The thing is. Sometimes im not very good at pickin up social cues but im not stupid enough to realize that u lie to us a lot. I just wanna know why. Bc thats not really smth u do to someone you trust. I dont lie to you bc i trust u konbini. Why dont u do the same to me
- K: its not that i dont trust you. Its that im afraid whatll happen when u find out what i really am
- S: that ill have to kill u? Bc ur a member of the atlas cult?
- K: yeah? Among other things
- S: what else could there be beyond bein a member of the atlas cult and the other ones. Still… what? Im tryin very hard to find a way that i dont have to kill u bc i care a lot abt u and i dont know if i can do that if u dont tell me more
- K: youll stick around even if its smth bad?
- S: yeah even if i do end up havin to kill u, its not immediately. Im gonna do everything i can to make sure i dont have to, cause i dont want to
- K: alright. Where do u want me to start?
- S: idk where u could start?
- K: i could give u the sparknotes of my character backstory, is taht what u want
- S: sure?
- K: alright.
- K: when i was 7 my mom killed my dad in the kitchen bc he cheated on her. That sucked bc i ahd to go to foster care bc she went to prison, and yknow, went around some homes, didnt stick anywhere. I think abt highschool, finally got my own place and there was a Cecilia Vayne at school that i met and while she was the first person who was niceys to me, she picked up my books, i stalked her for 5 years. And all her friends. And maybe i pretended to be some of those friends. I may have done a few bad things like kill all her friends. It was just bc i wanted us to be together! We were meant to be! Wouldnt u do anything to be together with someone ud wanna be with?
- S: maybe?
- Breaking into konbini’s
- Break in
- picture frame is odd
- Digital, plugged into the wall
- No konbini, but a LOT of cecilia in odd places
- Konbini feels them in her room
- Sacrament grabs her gently
- K: its fine. Nothing theyd learn there theyd interrogate outta u
- S: wanna keep hearing what u have to say
- K: i never talked to her, but i talked to her as her friends, so that has to count. I thought we were growing closer yknow. Sometimes theres someone ur destined to be with and u feel it
- S: what happened to her?
- K: well. We went to college, she moved here. And i moved next door. And then the scarring happened.
- S: yeah?
- K: yeah. And we both got scars on the same wrist, so itwas destiny. So i thought id confess to her and shed accept me for who i am
- K: she started closing herself off, she didnt leave often. I was next door, i could see when she left. When the scarring began, i followed her down to the save point downstairs. I told her my feelings, she didnt really… get them.
- S: thats a shame
- K: um…. Here. lemme just… (polaroid camera, takes out a data drive, plugs it into her phone)
- K: i tried to give her a choice, i was willing to be her scarring kill. But she didnt wanna be safe. She wanted to just… disappear. So….
- (camera, shows the Save Point Convenience, security camera, u see a girl with black hair and a girl with blonde hair. The one with black hair is having a heated discussion while the blonde one stands there. She offers a knife to kill her with, which she drops on the floor. The one in blackhair lunges and kills her instead. Al is in the footage. See the footage glitch, thats when konbini became a witchwarper)
- S: ah.
- K: its ok, i wont force u to make a choice.
- Konbini subtle spell doom scrolls
- Sacrament fascinated
- Konbini pulls out her kitchen knife, cuts her own throat
- Sacrament intercepts the attach, catches the knife
- Holds her neck, goes across her scales
- She goes for it again
- K: its ok, its better this way. U dont have to make any rough decisions.
- S: GRAVESEND KONBINI DIED BRING HER BACK ILL GO INTO DEBT DO IT
- He emerges, dildo in one hand
- “How much debt?”
- S: how much to bring her back?
- “Youre going to get me back with lovejoy.”
- S: sure ift ahts what i have to do ill do it. Sure
- He watches her bleed out, brings her back with shock to the system
- Smiles, leans against the door
- “Welcome back cecilia”
- K: why the fuck would u do that?
- “Sacrament went into great debt to do it.”
- K: what did you do? It wouldve been easy. I wouldve died, u wouldve gone back to ur superiors, it wouldve been over
- S: i couldnt lose u yet
- K: youll have to kill me evetually
- “People make bad decisions in the heat of love.”
- He leaves
- S: i dont like him
- S: pls dont do that again
- K: only if u promise not to leave me. Forever
- S: i can do that
- Morain ithax leave
- Cop knock on the door
- Katherine Vayne “Oh come on in, can i get you something to eat?
- I: no that’s alright. Can we talk to you for a moment? I was wondering if we could chat with you about cecilia
- “Sure, you’re friends from college right?
- M: yeah from college. She’s, yk, a v hard worker from what i noticed. Seen anything off about her lately? She seems a bit distracted
- “Aren’t we all?
- M: the scarring, it happens
- “She had to kill someone. We all did but it’s hard to believe my cecilia could
- M: seems out of character for her
- “I’m happy she did”
- M: could u tell us a bit about what she was like before the scarring?
- (describes a girl who’s loving and outgoing with plenty of friends who is kind to everyone)
- Ithax checks if this is actual memory or just larping
- She would basically only recall cecilia like this. Seems unlike konbini based on what we know of her. Also didn’t see her till after the scarring though, so it’s not an unreasonable thing to become mean over
- M: was there anyone she was particularly close with before the scarring?
- “She had 12 friends she was close with before the scarring. She had a bit of a fallout but most of them stayed together
- A few numbers keep coming up. 13 lights appeared following the murder of the butcher
- I: you wouldnt happen to have any of their names and contact info would u? It might be a nice surprise if we could contact them and bring them together
- M: might be good if they survived the scarring
- “I knew 2 of them but they seemed to cut contact with their parents before the scarring
- M: can i ask why u dont visit that often?
- “I did before the scarring. But then i killed her dad and yk
- M: what?
- “I killed her dad. My husband
- I: what happened there?
- “I think he waited too long and it was him or me. I chose me for him
- I: i see, difficult situation
- M: has cecilia talked about who she killed?
- “No. but i hope it wasnt as hard as it was for me. Idk how to bring it up without reminding her that i killed her dad
- I: maybe we can bring it up as friends. Less awkward
- M: we’re just concerned abt her is all
- I: let us know if anything is weird at all
- I: lots of weird stuff in the building. She doesn’t open up to us as much as she could
- (exchange of numbers)
- I: also my mentor officer Anrast lives on this floor now. He’s gruff but he wants to see justice. If anything comes up or if u feel unsafe i can introduce u to him but i get if u wanna stay away from law enforcement
- “Ok, i will. Is there anything else i can help u with?
- I: i have one more question. Kinda weird, but is there anything in the apartment cecilia isn’t ok with you touching?
- “She wont let me do her laundry?
- M: has she said why?
- “It’s a teenager thing i think.
- M: i mean i wish someone did my laundry. Super helpful
- I: would it be ok if we took a look at the laundry? With all the wizards and stuff im just super worried
- They are allowed in to snoop in her laundry
- Attached to the top of one of the drawers are some papers which ithax steals
- I: i would not want my mom to see my underwear. I feel like an asshole
- They leave
- Vintovka
- Trying to find konbini to ask to make the keys
- Konbini disappeared from the network, left the ability to track her
- Runs into morain and ithax leaving konbinis apartment
- V: oh the cigarettes caught up to u
- I: yeah
- V: what is up
- I: konbini is in the atlas cult
- V: u didnt know?
- I: u did?
- V: maybe
- M: looking for konbini?
- V: there is researcher in building, studying the scarring i dont trust his bitch ass tho. Was gonna ask konbini to make keys that can track him
- M: what kinda researcher?
- V: idk, just looking into the scarring
- M: lots of people do that though
- V: he found out it’s like a contract
- M: how?
- V: won’t tell me until i get him the keys
- I: (pointed question on Vintovka) so what do u know about this guy?
- V: he’s from the imperium. He wouldn’t have gotten in the normal way, paid me 1k credits rather than get logged.
- I: ur a motherfucker u know that?
- V: hey info is good. I only had to give back 500 credits and he’ll get us the rest of the info
- I: idk man, we could send him down to sloth?
- V: I just want to keep tabs on him which was why i wanted help from konbini. Unless this is different from that
- I: she’s hanging out with sacrament rn, talking about the cult stuff
- M: she’s probably debating if she’s gonna kill her or not
- The party heads down
- Sacrament room
- S: so…. I did have some other questions as long as ur not gonna kill urself again. Please. Im in so much debt to so many ppl
- K: ur technically saved my life again. Ask away
- S: so… why did u join the atlas cult? Seems like u didnt have to, seemed kinda optional. What are u doing
- K: i believed in their methods. Theyre not really centralized we all kinda just aid eachother online
- S: classify u as terrorists?
- K: maybe
- S: maybe one less reason to kill u brutally
- S: thats not ur mom right
- K: in a way it is
- S: u know what i mean
- K: well i mean
- K:” i think its from witchwarper. But i also ate her heart
- S: i thought u were vegan?
- K: i odnt believe in animal cruelty
- K: humans have innate cruelty
- (numerous cults practice cannibalism, some consenual some not)
- S: damn. Idk what to say. Thats not my area of expertise
- K: they always tell u its the inside that counts
- S: do they?
- K: yeah
- S: im p sure what mattered most abt me was the outside
- K: oh me too!
- S: ok. Wow
- S: someone i care abt died in front of me :(
- K: i care abt the ppl i care in a way. I care that theyre getting what they deserve
- S: what ppl are u killin huh
- K: mostly cheaters
- S: where are u sourcing people???
- K: we live in an apocalypse, its really not that hard
- S: the building??
- K: sometimes. Its where i get my fave chocolate sauce from. It makes it taste rlly rich in iron
- S: i see i most eat Aetherion Corporation paste
- K: i can cook for u. I try not to cook around the others, ppl are weird abt it
- S: idk how i feel abt cannibalism
- K: how do u feel abt eating a cow
- S: fine?
- K: now imagine that cow had sentience and committed wrongdoings. How would u feel
- S: worse?
- K: u kill ppl for being in cults but u dont think eating ppl who did smth wrong…?
- S: good point
- S: i guess it would be… alright…. Um yeah idk
- K: ur not gonna leave now that u know im a cannibal serial killer
- S: i mean. I dont plan on it?
- K: thats a first
- S: were u expecitng me to?
- K: kinda yea! The only one that i told this before was al but i helped him survive the scarring so idk. I helped him kill his bully in an alley
- S: i shoulda caught that one
- S: i wish you werent in a cult, but i dont really care that youre a serial kilelr. But a couple of us might count. Look how many ppl kaspar killed
- K: normally serial killing is done with intent
- S: i hope u dont do that do anyone i know
- K: r u gonna stay loyal?
- S: loyalty is a requirement of being a hellknight
- K: we shouldnt have a problem
- S: oh u should meet my friend
- K: how close of friends
- S: my first friend
- K: where does she live
- S: on this floor
- K: maybe ill say hi
- S: can u promise me u wont kill her. Please?
- K: ……………..sure
- S: are you lyin to me?
- K: …………….i would never lie to you sacrament
- S: another long pause
- K: i have a lot to think abt. And how ur gonna tell the whole party. And ithax and morain were in my room.
- S: they went back. Thru the front door?
- K: ….yay
- S: please dont kill my best friend
- K: as long as she knows her place she has nothing to worry abt
- S: we’re just friends
- K: so long as it stays that way
- Cecilias mom hates sacrament
- S: im such a kind an upstanding aetherion employee
- K: i think its cause ur an evil cop
- S: im far from an evil cop. Much stricter
- K: am i stuck in this room now?
- S: good point
- Patch walks by, gravesend waves
- P: ik where sacrament is but have u seen-
- Points at hole in the wall
- Konbini sacrament are partner bonding
- S: hi patch
- P: can u explain whats happening here
- P: sacrament get over here. Thats a huge fracture
- S: i had to punch thru the wall to get gravesends attention, she was dyin
- P: anything i need to know before i walk outta here
- S: not much? I have smth to tell the party later, but ill telleveryone. I made a deal with gravesend
- P: why did konbini try to killherself?
- K: sacrament was gonna have to kill me i was saving her the issue
- P: romantic in nature?
- P: no insertion anywhere
- Gravesend from the other room “NOT YET”
- P: ok. Um. well that takes away a lot of questions. While ur partner bonding, konbini im readding u, dont do it again i have a serial dropper already
- Computer server
- I: yeah this is the server room. We killed a guy in here
- M: what?
- I: yeah there was a signal saint and he tried to blackmail us. He got to patch and patch shot him and he’s our medic so yk. Wouldn’t u be ride or die for him?
- M: i mean i just met him but ig
- I: yeah exactly. We’re just checking the logs for our floor
- Server was wiped, but doesn’t stop new recordings
- Ithax looks at what konbini has been up to. Snooping her texts and internet traffic (cult related)
- She’s a pretty lax cultist, not a lot of that stuff
- Rage logs of her being v angry at chat. Hiyori channel in v steady decline post-scarring that wouldn’t be explained by demographics dying
- Pulling up an old hiyori stream and this person has happiness in their eyes. Very affable with chat. This seems like ithax’s actual rival rather than konbini
- M: anything from that lich?
- I: oh or six!
- M: who?
- I: kaspar’s sibling
- Gravesend has a few search results
- “How to start a cult”
- Rainforest orders for polished ivory gems
- Pictures of lady lovejoy, several he keeps in an unsecure folder on the cloud
- Some are nude, some are clothed
- M: i mean she’s lust isn’t she?
- She wears mostly gold and green
- Sixlux has numerous queries in different languages
- Doesnt seem to google a whole lot that matters
- Unrelated questions abt everyday life and culture
- Look at the papers
- Appear to be papers of Lilian Fujiwara, a kitsune of 20 years old
- No hits online, non-person almost
- Ithax konbini
- Fills us in about things, all the things she told sacrament
- I: question. Whos mom is that?
- K: cecilias
- I: is she…. In danger?
- K: no id never hurt her mom. Shes family. U dont betray family
- I: nothing to hurt her?
- K: unless u do something to detriment of me. Shes not off the table of- if she held a gun to my head
- M: i have a question. U just killed urself in front of sacrament right?
- K: tried to
- M: what’s the difference between her putting a gun to ur head vs killing urself in front of sacrament
- K: well it’s different between me and sacrament-sama
- M: hey what do you mean by that
- K: well my mom who isn’t quite my mom and my crush are pretty different
- I: what do we do about this woman?
- K: she’ll go back home after the scarring. This round. She has a house and a job and everything
- I: ok cool thanks for keeping her alive, lets let her go after this cool
- K: i kill people for a reason yk
- I: i mean yeah but still it’s hard to wrap my head around
- K: im not just gonna go kill her
- K: i’ve killed like 12 people. 9 of cecilia’s friends, then cecilia, then 2 to stock the fridge
- I: so why with the friends?
- K: they got too close to her
- M: how long are u gonna be cecilia?
- K: she’s part of me now
- I: they fused dna i think
- K: i ate her heart
- M: that doesn’t typically fuse DNA though
- Patch does tests and she is either kitsune or human 50/50 chance
- I: and you took over her stream… ok yk what not my circus. Why did you join the atlas cult?
- K: because i wanted to
- I: why them over other cults?
- K: i wasn’t approached by other cults. U don’t just decide to join a cult one day that’s not how it works
- I: how did it happen?
- K: that’s info im not willing to give rn
- I: (pointed question) so how did it happen?
- K: i just found one of their QR codes and decided it would be a nice place to join
- I: are you leaving things out for your safety?
- K: i don’t have to tell you everything. I’ve said a lot that could get me fucked up real bad
- I: i was also in the foster care system around the same time
- Patrols
- Morain sacrament
- Morain sees a guy looking at them
- Morain chases
- They teleport away with a spell gem of translocation
- They dropped a comm unit, its beat up and shot by guns that are not morains
- its encrypted
- Sacrament arent u tired of suffering. Just to go to hell in the end
- No shes taking care of a cult
- Sacrament reveals shes trying to hunt down a cult called the Gilded Cycle
- Patch
- Ppl are experiencing necrosis
- Evacuating patients, 50 out
- 5 min patdown, about an hour passes in that time
- Watch is ticking away fine, ever steadily
- He feels Pretty Tired
- Gets 30 out
- Feels like another break, takes it
- Gets 10 more
- Feels like another break
- 5 left
- Another break? :)
- Another 3 down, 2 left
- 1 down, 1 more
- Another break?
- Gets the last one out
- He fills the 11th floor
- Sacrament morain
- S: its a cult called the gilded cycle, believe in accelerationism. Their whole thing believe in the cycle of souls, if someone doesnt have a clear direction or theyve reached their potential, theyll send them back thru the cycle. To be reborn
- M: huh
- S: i got bad memories with them, i dont wanna… id like for them to not exist
- M: any progress?
- S: not really, but theres gotta be some of them here
- M: id help you
- S: really? Theyre the reason im an orphan
- M: ur parents?
- S: i grew up on a farm im the Eoss System, my parents worked for aetherion, they retired to raise me. Away from work. One day, night really, i was abt 6 ish, i woke up, we werent home, there were a lot of ppl i didnt know. The next thing i know, im seein it, theyre getting held down or whatever and next thing yknow, theyre gettin killed. Stabbed right there in front of me. I was gonna be next. But fore that happened, whole squad of hellknights
- S: anyway what’s up with ur childhood?
- M: mostly me and my moms. They were busy a lot but it doesn’t really matter, i could entertain myself. I had friends, an uncle, yk. I don’t really know what to… i feel like i had a pretty normal childhood all things considered. Taught me how to shoot a gun
- S: who was ur scarring kill?
- M: i don’t really know. They kinda just attacked. I didn’t get a name or much of a face. It was kinda bullet ridden in the end. But yk, saving my own life. It’s been weird. You mentioned this cult and there’s this nagging feeling that something about it makes me think it’s all connected. It just seems so familiar but i can’t put a name to it
- Also talk about ithax & his not dad
- Morain sacrament
- Rest
- During the cult hours
- We’re dressed in anonymous gray shadows that cover avatars
- Explain the entirety of the plan
- Set off various bombs on the railway. Too destroyed to be fixed during the next scarring, where ppl are gonna be too isolated. Can spread the good word of how wifi can save all
- Konbini gives us all the details
- Places, dates, people
- Theyre gonna do this as soon as the next scarring starts
- Theres 25ish Confirmed signal saint members, but many more unconfirmed.
- Meet and fuck with The Gravesends
- Lathers them up with oil, presents his engraved ivory dildo with gem balls
- He asks if they want any of them
- Black Baron meetup
- Encounter an urog at the front
- “Hm. and what are you here for?
- We have a friend in the tournament
- (fighting a water based contemplative that is called The Flow of Life)
- Meet and fuck
- Men and women are getting ready
- As ppl begin lining up, odd murmur and then the sound of 1k naked butt cheeks falling to the ground
- 2 ppl, after having arranged it for this
- Lovejoy has a cooler, newer lich
- He says “hi” in a shaky voice
- Konbinis respect for him has shot up 1k points
- Konbini and sacrament are entranced by her
- Everything outside of her stops existing
- Both leave?
- Konbini can turn around for a second, sees head in hands strapped up lich crying as everyone leaves
- “What is your truest desire? Carnal, of course.”
- S: havent thought abt it before.
- “You dont need to think, just feel.”
- K: easy. (looks at sacrament)
- Feels the slap of a kitten on sacraments butt, not much force due to size and weight difference
- Sacrament wraps her tail around konbini, dismissed into their own corner while the others line up
- The ppl are fucking
- This room of vitality, where only undead are immune
- Some ppls hearts fill so much of vitality that they suffer a heart attack and die
- She puts her foot on the persons chest, kicks them to the floor, lich drags them away and another takes their place
- So long as they follow their lust they dont need to get too close to the danger zone
- Fade to black fucking
- Black baron
- Send ithax as our representative
- I: thanks for meeting, my name is ithax
- “What can i do for you?”
- I: we were hoping to get ur assistance with a matter concerning your friend Horvenal
- “Hellknights want him dead?”
- I: yes
- “The one, your friend sacrament.”
- I: yes
- “I was warned of it.”
- I: we would like to not kill him, he seems lovely as a community organizer, hasnt done anything wrong?
- “So why not kill sacrament?”
- I: shes one of the 7 ppl that can stop the scarring
- “I thought there were only 6 now.”
- I: …..yes. Sorry.
- “Sorry for your loss. Anything to drink?”
- I: thatd be great
- “Malt liquor?”
- I: thanks. We’d like to… make it look like he died, let sacrament go. If sacrament dies, we all die
- “Failed to mention that. Sir Escane stopped by.”
- I: ah. I see. Yeah, i um…. They… to my understanding, those in the business of eliminating gangs the scarring is very lucrative time to do so.
- “Escane’s a cruel man.”
- I: he is.
- “How about we kill him together?”
- I: i mean… if that’s… i’m not the strongest, but-
- “No, hes too strong for either of us. But know whos he’s not? I was born of one.”
- I: sun???
- “No, an explosion.”
- “Youre a kind man, im a kind man, thats why i run this ring. I’m not asking for you to kill them. Im asking if theres any hellknights u dont like, attach a bomb to them, and the second they enter the hall of judgement….”
- “You do that, i make sure our good friend dies.”
- I: works for me.
- “Would u like to play any of the games? Anyone u’d wish to fight?”
- I: ah. Mm. most of the fighting i do isnt very flashy unfortunately. Not very interesting for an audience. One of my friends does martial arts with guns tho
- “Hmm. would they like to kill someone to take out some rage?”
- I: are you related- not related, but working with mr Algranst d'Armin?
- “What. do i look like a fascist to you”
- “I give a place where the strong can fight the strong, if someone makes a little bit of money, is that so wrong?”
- I: i dont really sit from a place to judge
- “Its a consensual kill, everyone enters of their own volition.”
- I: yeah fair enough. My fighting style is just kinda standing for a bit and then suddenly come up with a strategy. The standing is super boring
- “Why not run around the corner until u get a strategy?”
- I: is that an option???
- “Just dodge. Hold smth in front of you. Make it interesting.”
- I: ever thought of team combats?
- “The point is so that the ppl who are strong take out ppl who are strong. Teams have a killshot”
- I: oh yeah we have that
- “The sniper? Or the gladiator?”
- I: yeah. I mean, im happy to grab some nonlethal weapons and join once the scarring is over. It seems… i got a lot of anger to work out. I just… can’t risk dying rn. For understandable reasons. That arrangement works well for me, ill get working on it.
working with Ambition